2025 cave of noises  performance in collaboration 
with Sagil Ilyas Md.Amin 

45:00
residency at New Fears Gallery, Berlin 
To be so tender yet unable to catch oneself while falling, yet able to catch another in the cave of noise. The performance looks at moments of stillness and care within the queer community—fragile moments often being forgotten. We chase fleeting feelings of belonging through staged narratives, only to lose ourselves in their repetition. We gather and gather, left with memories, as the need for comfort deepens. Capitalistic fragmented pieces of care, unable to find a constant. The cave becomes a safe space, its walls marked with traces of our presence. A space that extends into one’s body, big enough to share warmth with others. We are gatherers, not hunters, engaged in a ritual of duality—an intimate dance between two, an invocation of falling and catching, a consolation of fragments.